You now have a baby sister called casey marie as if i need to let you know as you already know everything thats going on evry minute of evryday cause your here doing it with us you may be out of sight but never out of mind an a moment or thought without you is very hard to find. Nearly 2 years michael where has the time gone feels like only yesterday i held you in my arms. I never thought that casey was much like you until tonight i looked at your photographs and my god she is the double of you only bigger. I miss you so much more than words can say, i often ask myself was it my fault?! Could i have done more?! "What if? What if? What if?" But ill never gets the answers im looking for and as time goes on i need to close that door and leave those thoughts behind and carry the memories of you deep within my heart and that smile upon my face. Once again ill be the stronger person ill get up each day and do my duties and when that day has gone ill know thats me one day closer to seeing you again. Loved an missed always my baby boy, lots of love mummy. Xxxxx

My Son, My Love, My Little Joy. I never knew I could love you so much, until the day I felt your touch, I softly kissed your cheeks, and from under your lashes I saw your peek. Your beautiful eyes, so small and blue, my sweet little baby, you were just brand new. It hurt so much when I lost you, my son, my love, my little joy, I will never get to see you grow up and shine, because god has taken you from me. I promise I will never forget you, and you'll always hold a dear place in my heart. Even though I only got to spend three months with you, I can still hear your laughter in my ears, my eyes fill with tears every time I look at your pictures, because I miss you so much. You brought me joy no one will ever replace my little boy, all the things that you did, brought a smile to my face. I was so glad when god gave me you, but I was upset when he took you away so quick. I used to wake up every morning just to look into your eyes, but that morning when I woke and you weren't breathing, it broke my heart and I took the blame. Now Michael I will never feel the same, one day when my time has come, and the hour god calls to bring me home, we'll be together again sweet angel. As for now I want you to sleep tight, until your back in mummy's arms. Love you so much Mickey Doo. xoxoxoxoxo

I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.