Maria 26th March 2014

You now have a baby sister called casey marie as if i need to let you know as you already know everything thats going on evry minute of evryday cause your here doing it with us you may be out of sight but never out of mind an a moment or thought without you is very hard to find. Nearly 2 years michael where has the time gone feels like only yesterday i held you in my arms. I never thought that casey was much like you until tonight i looked at your photographs and my god she is the double of you only bigger. I miss you so much more than words can say, i often ask myself was it my fault?! Could i have done more?! "What if? What if? What if?" But ill never gets the answers im looking for and as time goes on i need to close that door and leave those thoughts behind and carry the memories of you deep within my heart and that smile upon my face. Once again ill be the stronger person ill get up each day and do my duties and when that day has gone ill know thats me one day closer to seeing you again. Loved an missed always my baby boy, lots of love mummy. Xxxxx